Kayla ended up staying the night. They woke up at 3 so Jackson could put gas in the car and then Kayla dropped him off to the college field so he could do drills with Lt. She felt a little sad that she had to drop him off, but she knew she would see him later. One thing she knew about J he won’t let a day go by without seeing her or the baby. She loved that about him. Kayla started thinking what is it she could do for him to lift up his spirits and take some of the stress off. She knew his temper. It’s like a hurricane. Starts off real calm and quiet; then the wind and and light rain,then whoosh its going down thunder lightining ,flood, just a natural serius disaster. The thing is with J when he reaches his max of anger there is no way to calm him down. The damage he knowingly does, he makes sure it’s permanent. The point of NO return. She knew that this chick Hewitt was definitely going to press the right button. So this is a perfect time to get his mind off of the academy so he could continue and pass. This job was important to their livelyhood and being the woman that she is she can’t allow anything to come and destroy that.
It was lunch and the class had been dismissed for break. Jackson made his way to the lake it was one of his places he went to talk to God and get some mental strength to keep him going.” God I just ask you to rebuild my strength.To keep my mind and my temper.To help me make it through this academy with your grace upon me Lord. Could you please send your angels to protect me from this one demon. Forgive me of my ill thoughts towards her but she is carrying multiple demons and for some reason they love to guide her to me. I pray for her as well Lord as crazy as that sounds. Please Lord just give me strength. Amen. Jackson just stood quiet and watched the fish as he fed them he felt a tap on his shoulder and turned to only see Hewitt. He looked up to the sky with the (are you serious face) dropped his head took a deep breath. Hewitt: “ I see your girl dropped you off today.” “ Yea she did why is that so much of your concern? Hewitt Im so not in the mood for Carol City High today, what is it that you want?” “ I was just making small talk gosh don’t be so uptight.” She said in a sarcastic tone. “ Hewitt what He…Man what do you want girl.” “ First of all I am not a little girl and secondly I came to let you know that Johnson went off campus to go to McDonalds I was just letting you know so we can go up and report this situation to Hamilton. The last time you act like you didn’t know what was going on so I was just making you aware.” “ You saw them leave I didn’t see anything so if you want to go and report them do your thing. Do you understand that your against the very same people you will need at the end? I mean are you that blind and naive to think that Hamilton is on our side.Wake up it’s all a mind game. It’s just like if you were on the pound the same people you go to report are the same people that have to come to your rescue if an inmate desides to jump on you. Keep burning bridges no one will respond you will end up a rape victim or worse. Im just sayin no one deserves that not even my worst enemies.” “ Boy whateva, you comin or not?” Jackson just shook his head and walked away. He knew there was no getting through to her she just had to learn the hard way. The sad part the hard way could be death. After lunch everyone returnes to class ,but he noticed Johnson wasn’t in class and her bags were gone. He looked at Hewitt and she sat there with a sinister look on her face with satisfaction. Everyone didn’t notice at first until Chance said something.” Ay where’s Johnson? She know better than to be late I don’t feel like going to the pad today, where she at?” Hewitt jumped up and announced that she was terminated for leaving campus.Chance: Well who told?” Hewitt looked dead at Jackson insinuating him to be the snitch. Jacksons heart started to pound so hard his grip had gotten so tight on his desk. It was the fact that he was a man he couldn’t whoop that ass. Jackson: “ Don’t play with b…girl you know I was at my spot at lunch I didn’t go up stairs at all today. Why are you trying to start trouble over here? Whatchu want from?” “ You know you told Hamilton that Johnson left off campus.” Chance:”Damn dog how you playin? That woman had 4 kids !” “ Im telling yall I didn’t say anything. Ok since yall are so convinced there is no point for me to say anything else. Believe what you want time will tell. Just know yall on the wrong side.” Hewitt: “Well I don’t get into people business I be with my man on lunch break I don’t even be around yall like that to know whats going on.” Hewitt had someone else to do her dirty work Jackson knew that he just couldn’t figure out who. She was telling the truth about not being around,but how the hell she knew everything that went on when she was leaving campus her self. Everyone knew she was sleeping with the DT instructor Williams. Williams had been a DT instructor for years and he always screwed the girls in the academy classes the girls would be down thinkin they would pass. Sometimes they would others he would still fail. People just figured her head game wasn’t enough to pass the class. Girls just dropped out like flies. Everyone always said he was going to screw the wrong girl one day. Hewitt: “ Well I don’t know what to either ther are only two people to report to Hamilton I wasn’t around so who else could it be?” Jackson just sat there calming his temper. He just thought about how disppointed Kayla would be if he had gotten terminated then he thought about his baby. He closed his eyes and just said a prayer silently in his head for God to keep giving him strength.He heard the the chatter and snide remarks beingf said towrds him.” Snitch, bitch, creep ass ni**a” Words that were serious fighting words enough to make him jump but he just kept praying. He got up and went to the bathroom. Tears falling down his face. Not because of the name calling and the petty situation at hand it was because he was already getting into a field that he didn’t want to be in . but this was the only thing that would help him and his family to get a boost real quick until he could figurre out something else. He just didn’t like how unncessary pressure was beingg geard towards him. A class of 30 plus people and he had to be the target. He slashed some water on his face took 10 min regrouped and made his way back to class. Hamilton had seen him and stopped him to speak with with him.” Are you ok son?” “Yes sir never better sir.” “ I wanted to let you know that I know. We always know, dig deep down and find that inner strength keep going. It’s going to get harder just get your mind prepared for the bullshit son there’s a lot of it especially when you leave here and go back to the pound it’s even worse. Don’t let her get to you. We cant stand her ass either. The academy is nothing but the pound in a compact environment. You cant trust nobody there is always a snitch. Just keep pushing son you got it.” “ Yes sir” Jackson walked away feeling a little better but knew that moment wasn’t going to last long once he walked back in the classroom. When he walked back in to take his seat he saw that………;)
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