Flowers with a note that read “Lets talk 305-555-0513.” Nina was so confused. Her mind scrambled trying to figure out who was this person that wanted to talk. “This whole week has been crazy, what the hell is really going on?” She said to her self. Kendrah walked in snatching the note from Nina. “ Giiiirl ok tell me your secret, cuz for real you are on role here. Yo ass don’t go no where and don’t do nothing but yet you have an admirer from the club that keeps finding you, a supervisor that tried to take the P****, not to mention a wet dream about the infamous NICO, now this. Tell me please, you got some special powers or something?” “Girl no!” Nina laughed. “I mean what can I say Miami’s most wanted” They both laughed.” So are you going to call the number?” Ima call” “When?!” “Damn later! Can we get to work before Lisa get to trippin on the both of us.” “Please.” Sucking her teeth and grabbing the office phone. “Get the dialing. This has been the most excitement you have ever gotten so lets see where this takes us.” “US?!” “ Yes bitch cuz when it’s all said and done your going to tell me everything or some how some way I will be involved, stop trippin and call this number.” Shaking her head knowing Kendrah was telling the truth she dialed. The line rang “Hello” a deep voice on the other end. Kendrah hit the speaker button. Nina slapping her hand “whatchu doin?” whispering’ I’m listening, I wanna hear instead of listening to you tell it. Plus you like to leave out certain details come on stop playin talk” Kendrah said with a smile. “ Uhh hello?” “Hey Nina how are you doing?” “Who is this?” “Guess” “Come on man I’m at work. Who is this?” “Just take a guess” “ Ummmmm Johnny” blurting out any name that first hit her mind. “Try again” “Tommy” Kendrah: “What the hell names are you thinking about?!”  “WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING?” Kendrah hung up the phone and Nina turned around lost for words. Kendrah: “Oh Mrs. Dawson we were just about to call the main office to see how much time had for the talent show and to see what acts were being put on by the other schools so that we wouldn’t do the same thing as them.” “Well ok yall get out of here I will call and find out for you guys.” Nina and Kendrah quickly rushed out the office forgetting to get the flowers off of Mrs. Dawson’s desk. “Ladies whose flowers?” “There yours the staff wanted to show their appreciation” kendrah smiling an n awkward smile. “Oh well thank you guys. That is real sweet of you guys Ill make sure to put them in some water.” They rushed off and Nina looked and Kendrah with one of her crazy faces. “What? you don’t know who dude is anyway plus I’m not losing my job over mystery man and some cheap as flowers.” “How the hell you can think of a lie so quick like that. It’s like it just flowed off your tongue no thought process at all and your consistent with it.” “It took a lot of training, plus when I’m nervous I get these special powers.” They both laughed and headed to the black top with the kids to get a game of kick ball going.

Later that night her cell phone rings. Nina made it home. She didn’t have to work Subway so she was able to just relax with her daughter and watch TV or the back of her eyelids which ever came first. She and Harmony took a bath together it saved time and gave them time together to be silly in the tub. Warmed up dinner and plopped on the bed cut on Harmony’s show (That 70’s show). She loved to sing the theme song. Couldn’t say the words correctly but when her part came on she sang it so clear every time (HELLO WISCONNSON!) Nina’s cell phone rang. It showed as unknown. By this time Nina was exhausted of this event filled week concerning all these men just popping up out the blue, but secretly she liked it. She answered the phone “Hello” “Hey Nina! It’s ……………;p

It was the boss’s son. He was a true definition of a B!!!! made dude. He had this arrogant rude way about him. He felt that because his father owned a Subway that they were so rich. Nina knew that they were just stealing money from the company and then go blow at Tootsies. Robert liked Nina but couldn’t stand his ass. Robert was a rash that never went away almost like herpes. Robert: “So what’s going on here? Kendrah nice to see you, but what are you doing here after hours? I know my DAD wouldn’t approve of th...”Saying with a sinister look on his face. Cutting him off Kendrah: Boy please its only 10:59, which means I still have a minute to order my food and whatchu doin here? Aint you suppose to be cross the street payin women that can’t stand yo desperate ass?””Kendrah I don’t have time to lesson my mental and speak hood rat, them girls love me over there.”” Fool cuz you payin Diamond already told me you they call you Cobble pot off of Batman cuz you look like something created from the sewer. You know what that is right, the place SHIT is dropped off. Girl let me get out of here before I have to showem what a hood rat is for real. Ill see you later. Just bring my food tomorrow.” Kendrah walked by him and took a sniff from his shoulder” Smells like you just came from home.” Walking out the door she knew she wasn’t going too far she couldn’t leave Nina hangin like that. She took a drive over to her cousins’ house. Besides her cousin had called her earlier to put 1 in the air after that run in it was needed. Her folks were Rastafarian; it’s what she grew up around. Not saying she didn’t know God but her logic for it was that it made her more closer to God. She never couldn’t really explain her reasoning that’s all she could come up with. Hell the kind of stress she was going through on a day to day bases it helped ease her nerves. She figured the side effects were way better than the hard stuff. She knew you can’t come back from crack very very few do, and her problems weren’t that deep to just go and slowly kill her self.

Robert:” You know if I tell my dad about this you can lose your job.” Nina:” Robert at this point I don’t give a damn about you or your drunken ass daddy, both of you have worked my last nerve and before I let you or him run me into the ground I will leave.”Robert: Oooooh, someone had a bad day today. You wanna tell me about it baby?” You’re sick you know that? I DON’T LIKE YOU ROBERT! How many times does that have to be explained?” Nina knew that Robert was just real meaning of a low self esteem ef boy. He doesn’t have a back bone at all. His daddy gave him the supervisor position and he hid behind that title even though he wore others. Staff never respects him some tell him to shut up to his face and he just runs and tell daddy. Walking closer to Nina he grabbed her and tried to take a kiss from her.” STOP ROBERT STOP! Beating him upside his head. The door flew open and Kendrah grabbed the broom from by the door and started hitting him.” GET OFF OF HER! I CANT STAND YO UGLY ASS! GET THE FU** OFF HER!!!! “KENDRAH STOP HE’S OFF K HE’S OFF!!! Robert lying on the ground still not moving a muscle. Nina: “Is he dead?” Kendrah put her finger under his nose to see if she could feel him breathing.” Naw his stupid ass is still alive” “ I thought you left!?” “ I did but, my cousin wanted a sub before he smoked so I made a u-turn. I wasn’t studden Robert and his mess he is a punk to me. I knew if had something to say for me coming back I had more to give his ass aint nobody scared of Robert.” “ Well what do we do with him?” Ima cancel my session, we going to lock him in the bathroom, finish cleaning and counting, when we done unlock the bathroom and leave his ass here. He smells like alcohol anyway so he’ll make up his own reasoning.” Nina wasn’t sure about it but the only person she ever trusted was her. Every time there was a situation Kendrah was always there almost like her ghetto angel. She felt God knew she would need someone like her in her life considering all the things she had been going through since Harmony was born. She and Kendrah had met in the hospital giving birth on the same day. They had to share recovery rooms crazy enough she named her baby Destiny. Ever since 9/9/01 they have been friends. Kendrah had got her in at the Y and that when they got real close. Nina: I thought you were going to kill him girl!”” I was you stopped me. I don’t play that mess. He already pays for the pu**y how does he feel like he can just take it like that? He aint Tyrese or Pac!” Nina started laughing” Girl you stupid” “ I mean for real if Ty or Pac walked in right now and said give me dat Pu**y you wouldn’t?” “ Girl NO!” with a smile on her face” Who you foolin, girl I would flip the switch to closed and drop my panties so fast they would have my full consent. I know your type you undercover freak think I don’t know.” Smiling with her tongue hanging out making one of her ugly sounds laughing.” I am not an undercover freak; I just don’t discuss my sexual business with others it’s only for me and him to know.” Batting her eyes and her lips pursed up at Kendrah. Rolling her eyes.” Girl whateva, speaking of Him.What was cutie from the bar doing here?” “TROY just stopped by to get a sub…..and a date.” “Awe he putting his big boy swag on for you” Teasing Nina.” Call it what you want, I never said I didn’t like him I just can’t make the same mistake twice. I noticed I wouldn’t make a dude work for it. I have been on more dates and had gotten more gifts in middle and high school than I have in my adult years. Men just don’t care to put in the work plus living in Miami it’s even harder. Think about why would they its hoe on every corner. Chicks put on make up just to go to Winn Dixie. Competition is serious out here. THEN you got Lil Wayne pumping swagg and the Im better than you syndrome. Confidence is good but damn can a traditional, hard working, no asking for a hand out, woman get a date. At least a date. The first thing a fool comes out his mouth is “ let me slide” Come on man Im not worth a dinner and a movie? Check this out I would actually prefer a picnic at a nice park and just talk and really to get to know each other, or skating, or go and pick strawberries something damn. I mean dudes just don’t put any thought to dating anymore only because there are too many chicks making it too easy!” Kendrah: “ Well damn tell me how you really feel. It’s ok breath mama.” Laughing at Nina and her mild melt down. “So are you going to give him a chance at least or keep that wall up?” “What wall?” “Girl please you have a brick wall, a moat with gators  , a barbed wire gate 10ft tall and laser beams around your heart. You don’t even allow a guy to finish his statement sometimes.” “Well when you see the BS why entertain it, after Nico AND Mindbenda I am so good right now. Besides I’m not together financially and the last thing I want is a man thinking he own me because he helping me. That’s what Nico did.” “ You can’t punish the next guy for Nico ef up. Since we talking bout Nico have you heard from him?” “The last text I got from Nico was I can’t even remember. He said and I quote” Maybe one day we talk without arguing, come to an agreement, and understand each other. Still love you for life.” Nina: “Which is code for when you can except that I will date every now and again but your main then we can work it out. The dick wasn’t that great. I don’t understand why men think that because we give them attention and make them feel like king that they are the shit. They don’t get that they have flaws too. I mean I like my men tall with some chest, nice teeth, intelligent, able to wear street clothes and put on a suit, cultured and not by National Geo channel either. Nico had 2 out just the 5 I mentioned he didn’t even give 2.5. He wasn’t the ultimate man of my dreams but I loved him and accepted his good and bad. That just wasn’t good enough for him. He said that I was too skinny and didn’t look like the girls on the beach. Mindbenda said I wasn’t hood enough for him now that threw me for a serious loop. I never told Benda that his sex game was weak or that he looked like bum when he dressed. I worked with him.” “Yea, but girl you know how men are or just people say anything to bring you down because of their own insecurities it’s just a sad that it’s always the one closest to you that do it.” Kendrah and Nina finished up. They heard movement in the bathroom so they unlocked the bathroom door quickly grabbed their food and went out the back. Next morning Kendrah picked Nina up for work just to make sure she was doing ok. Even though she joked about what happened she also knew that Nina was hurt but will never show it. She was just tough and hardened over the years that she became emotionless. They pulled up to the job and went in to clock in. Stacy on of the other counselors walked up to Nina and told her she had something in the office for her. When she walked in she saw…….. ;)

1. "You gotta come better than that." she said with a smile tapped the car and walked away. "Damn you hard!, but ok I gotchu." He yelled out his window " You aint seen nothin yet, I know you hear me." She smiled, but she never turned around for him to see. She kept walking to her stop.
   The bus pulled up and all she could think about was sitting down and hoping she could get a seat to her self. Its p...

ublic transportation ,but you never know who is going to sit next to you. Considering the day she was having and it wasnt near over she just wanted a bus ride to her self. She saw a spot by the back exit and took a seat popped in her earphones listening to smooth Jill Scott looking out the window. She just wanted her mind to go blank. Looking out the window she sees Mindbenda sitting at the carwash Not washing cars smoking with the hood rejects or what we call residue. Meaning the ones that never left doing the same thing they were doing in high school. Nina just dropped her head. never once did she ask for money or put him on child support. She didnt believe in forcing a man to take care of his own seed. She knew that was something he would have to deal with later. Nina was saving to get a car then she could go back to school. Tears ran down her face it was just so much pressure . her own family wouldnt even help her out. 5 cars in the yard nobody would pick her from work even from her 2nd job when she closed by her slef and get off at midnight. Buses dont even run her direction, she would walk from 441 to 22ave passing Rolling oaks park. The crazy part fam would call her at the job requesting personlized subs, but wouldnt get up to pick her up from WORK.
She didnt complain she took whatever came at her and continued to push on.
She finally made it to work. She went to the bathroom to change her uniform and get started. "Hey Mr. Walker , whats new for today?" Walker: Well everything is the same , but I need you stay till 2am, you know inspection is coming up and we just got a new truck load of cookies today so they need to be counted and I need the ovens scrubbed down." Nina: Where is Robert ?I thought he would have at least some of it done. Thats too late for me to walk home Mr. Walker." " Well I cant change that. Do it or I can replace you.Your choice." Nina: "Ok , Mr.Walker I got it." Walker was an old drunk who stayed in the strip club across the street (Tootsies). When everyone had left she called Kendrah" Girl I need you tonight, Walker on one of his trips again." Kendrah:" Im on my way, then you can tell me about your dream." Nina: " Thats fine I just need some help tonight, besides it will make time go faster." Whenever Mr.Walker would act crazy Nina would call Kendrah to do the cleaning and she would handle the stocking and counting. Nina would just break off $50 and $50 in foodstamps. While waiting for Kendrah to come she started working in the back. She heard someone come in, it was 15min till closing. She never understood why people always came last minute. Frustrated, she walked out to the front dusting off her pants,looked up and saw Cutie from the bar. Startled but not willing to let him see that." what do you want?"" I just want a sub, is that ok?I mean I cant get your name,or none of your time Ill settle for a sandwich." With a smile on his face."Fine what kind of sub you want?"" Wow, you have great customer service skills" he said in a sarcastic tone. " How may I help you sir?" " let me get a tuna melt everything but onions wheat bread." She started to prepare his order,thinkng where the hell is Kendrah. He just stared at her"Whats your name beautiful?" She answered"Nina"" OOOH so Im making progress you didnt even put up a fight this time." leaning down to see her eyes through the glass. She smiled and gigled a little."OOOOH and she smiled, I gotta foot in the door people!"" No, a toe." She wrapped up his sub went to the register to ring him up. He pays and grabs the sub, in mid grab he asks her"let me take you out to dinner or wherever you want to go"" Now you have a foot in ...Mr.""Troy.Saturday 7 sharp, here is my # you are more than welcome to call me before then at anytime you want." she smiled, he made his way to the door turned and said "you should do that more often." "What?""Smile." She blushed and responded"Was that so hard?""Whats that?""Be a gentleman." He chuckled."Your worth it." He walked out running into Kendrah. Kendrah eyes got big"GIIIIIRL! You getting booty calls on the job now?" Nina: Why does your mind go straight to the gutter." Before they could finish the door opens hearts drop and eyes get big..........

"NIKO! What are you doing here!? ,How did you find me!?"
Niko was this fine dark chocolate, 6 ft, man. He had a nose of a king ,eyes that could see straight to your soul, chest,arms of a personal trainer, jet black hair w/ deep waves low boy cut, a smile that just makes you melt, politically hood like Pac,sexy like Morris Chestnut, swag like Denzel and sex game. Lets just say he gave you that R.Kelly, Trey Songz blow your mind kind of grind.
She sat up and just stared at him. She didnt know if she should slap him or continue what he started inside her.
Niko just gazed into her eyes and said" I had to find you,what you thought I was going to let you go that easy? Na ma your mine I dont care what you say you cant fight what I have for you nor will you be able to stop it. So just come here to daddy" as he licked his lips and walked towards her wrapping his arms around her slim waist pulling her closer to his chest. She tried so hard to resist but his kisses made her so weak. She went from pushing him against his chest to just letting her body go and melting away into his body.
He gently kissed and guided his tounge down the nape of her neck as he gripped her waist gliding his hands slowly down her thighs and stopped at he cup of her butt and lifted her up in the air. Landing on his pelvis and her legs wrapped so tight around him.He slowly started to lean forward to lay her down on the pile of costumes behind her. As he gently placed her down he just looked at her and said "never again baby I promise". He held her face in his hands and kissed her so passionately on the lips pulling her body close and her back arched gripping the back of his neck. He reached down and slipped his hands....."NINA! NINA! NINA GIRL WAKE UP! Lisa comin, and what the hell was you dreamin about?" Nina had jumped up grabbing at her chest feeling all over body. Her neck face and looking around the stage. She just dropped and shook her head. Nina: How far is she? What did she say? Come on girl give me the run down so I can have my story straight, you wanna eat tomorrow right?" Kendrah: She's in the office dont worry I just told her you weren't feeling well. I said you were in the bathroom. "Damn! Kendrah you got people thinkin I had a bad case of the runs!?" Kendrah: "hehehehe that or your ass would be so out of a job right now, and dont think you slippin away without telling me about this dream you had .You sure you dont need to go and check yourself in the bathroom? I mean the sounds that were comin out your mouth Im surprised there aint no puddle over there."Nina: Touch ya nose, lunch is not enough for you huh?You gotta know what Im dreamin bout too, what's next you gona give me a pap?"Kendrah: Stop being so dramatic, and whoeva you was dreamin bout already gave you your annual check up I just wanna know who he is chick." with a smirk on her face. Nina:"It was Nico." "you mean dude you was with before you got with this fool we have to call yo baby daddy!?" Nina: "Dont talk about Mindbenda like that, he still Harmony daddy." Kendrah: "So , there are plenty of crackhead parents in this world, whatchu sayin? They both laughed and then Lisa walked in "What are yall doin?" Kendrah:" Oh hey Mrs.Dawson, we was just getting the costumes so the kids can put on a play, you know we have that talent show comin soon we thought we would get a headstart." Mrs. Dawson raised her eyebrow"mmmhmm, good save hurry up." They grabbed the costumes and headed out.Kendrah: "No girl put that one back you just had a wet dream on that one, thats just nasty." laughing at Nina. Nina: shut-up K, you always got something smart to say." laughing along with her.
It was 6pm and Nina was on her way to the bus stop. She heard a car pulling up along side of her." Can I still buy you that drink?" She turned around and saw it was the cutie from the bar last night. "What the hell is going on today?!" She said under her breath."Im fine thank you though." "Okay, well let me give you a ride, where ever you have to go."" I dont just jump in the car with some random guy, whatch think this is?"" Whoa whoa, look I dont mean any harm I just wanna get to know you I dont care if I just get five minutes of your time, look I'll even let you drive if that will make you feel safe. I just like your style and how you carry yourself. I see you at the spot when you do come out.Sexy,quiet,dresses fit so right, just an effortless beauty about you. I just wanna know more ma." she turned around walked towrds his car leaned in his window and said......

1. It was September of "04" and Nina was working as an aftercare counselor at the Y. She was on the blacktop with the kids , it was free time so they were just playing running everywhere. Kendrah another counselor came with her group to join her. They sat around waiting for 6pm to clock out. Nina was 5 ft 2 slim pretty brown eyes curly hair with a mocha skin tone. Very simple or should I say traditio...

nal. she had so much on her mind and so much going on, no time to think just do. Her weeks were hectic. Mon- Sat 6am drop baby girl off to daycare(by bus mind you) make it to class that started at 8am.Get out of class go to her first job at the Y then go to her 2nd job at Subway to close by herself.get off at 12am. She had to walk home with a huge duffle bag on her shoulder that held her school books, and work uniforms. Buses stopped running and the fam well a story within itself. Baby daddy busy in the street getting high. He thought working at the carwash was a job. Her knowing it was only to support his own habbit and not his child.Sunday was church. Sleep what was that? Datng for what? There wasnt anytime for that and plus when she did date the guys were bout nothing even the ones with money. Now Kendrah smh. She was around Nina size a little thicker in the hips ,pretty eyes , hair weave on point,4 to the bottom but a pretty smile, very boisterous(loud) always had an opinion and saying what she would do and how she gonna quit,but never did a thing. Nina liked her though because kendrah always spoke her mind. They hung out whenever nina could find a minute to do so.They would go to this spot called Lipstik. It was within budget $5 at he door. So you already know this wasnt Club Play or anything on the beach.
This one night she had met this cute guy at the bar while getting her drink. He offerd to pay but Nina just looked ,paid and walked away. Kendrah:" Girl whats wrong with you, you know you needed that extra 5 in your pocket for tomorrow!" Nina: " stop actin so thirsty for it, besides if I would have excepted that drink he would feel like he owned me for the night. Im tired, I want to drink listen to my music and go home". Kendrah: well whateva Im just sayin shoot. You coulda got the damn drink for me!" They looked at eachother started laughing making their way to he dance floor. Now it had nothing to do with money for Nina. It had all to do with approach and intentions and persistence. A man knows what he wants and will do everyhting in his power to get it. She wanted something special and it wasnt in a place like that.
The next day Nina looked like a hot mess. Kendrah:" Damn girl you look ugly!" Nina: " Thanks girl I can depend on you to raise my spirits". in a sarcastic tone and stuck her tounge out. Nina: "I dont know what I was thinkin going out last night, can you please cover for me? Let me know when the super is coming, I just need an hour "Kendrah: "Fine but I want lunch tomorrow". with her lips all pursed out like she knew she was runnin the show. Rolling her eyes Nina says" Damn K! yo beggin ass, ok lunch I gotchu." Kendrah: Beggin!? You the one lookn for sleep on the Job.Bet you wish you had them extra $5 now huh?" As she laughed.Nina:K! Not now I gotchu tomorrow love you." Kendrah: yea I know see you in an hour" She walked out and Nina fell asleep on the cafeteria stage behind the curtains. Wrapped up in one of the school play costumes. She drifted off into a deep sleep. She heard footsteps and felt a gentle touch on her cheek. Then she felt soft but a nice touch of passion grace her lips. Her body was saying Damn! but her mind was saying ,wait who the hell is this!? She pushed away and couldnt believe her eyes it was .........

Now that you guys have an idea of how the prison world is. All the drama is the juicy stuff. Hope you enjoy. Welcome to South Florida Detention Center (SFDC) ;)

Ofc. Kneed had just started at SFDC a week ago. Coming from another camp she had decided to transfer because of all the mess she had gotten herself into. Working first shift 12am-8am. Kneed had 4 kids all under the age of 5.She lived in the city with her long time no good boyfriend that worked for the county. He made good money but cheated like no tomorrow. Sometimes he put his hands on her or would start a fight just to get out the house. Kneed was getting ready for work when her boyfriend,  Shawn walked through the door with straight attitude on his face. “ Whatchu doin?” “ Im getting ready for work , you know I go in tonight.” “ Who gonna  watch the kids?” “ Bae why you acting like this? You know I gotta leave in less than 30 min and I don’t have a babysitter. Didn’t you say you were going to watch them this week. Besides you were suppose to hire a babysitter for us anyway.” “I never said that, Im going out tonight so I suggest you start calling some of your home girls and make something happen.” Kneed looked at him with tears in her eyes. Trying to figure out what did she ever do to him to deserve the mess he dished out to her. She got on the phone and called her sister in law sort of speak. Her sister in law also worked with her at the same facility. Ofc. Dunkin. She didn’t like Kneed one bit,but because it was family in some strange way she looked out every now and then. Finally Kneed made it to work pulling behind Dunkin. “ Look don’t get too comfortable with this whole babysitting thing. These are your kids figure this shit out” Kneed knew she was serious but laughed it off. Walking in through the metal detector before getting searched Dunkin decided to make another comment in front of staff in the lobby. Just to be nasty. “ Who your kids going to be with tomorrow?” “ Kneed didn’t answer she just continued to grab her things so she could get posted. Dunkin smirked knowing that because she made that comment in of the girls that work in the control room that will be the topic of the night. Meaning it will be circulated through out the whole compound from dorm to dorm. The Control room was the head station where all information for the compound went through them first. Phone calls coming in and going out. They didn’t miss a beat. Always put heir own twist to things to keep the drama going. Sometimes they would call officers homes and tell their spouces that their husband or wife was cheating with another officer on the pound. Only to see a fight in the parking lot in the morning. Control room was always filled with fat, ugly, pregnant, miserable girls. Girls is the term to be used no one especially the females were women.

Kneed was posted to be on the yard security 9 Alpha she was paired with ofc. Jenkins. Ofc. Jenkins was this petite brown skinned young lady. Mostly quiet but spoke her mind if needed. Most of the girls on the pound couldn’t stand her. Mostly based on jealousy. Jenkins worked ,but the girls knew that the men on the pound had a soft spot for her. If Jenkins didn’t want to do something majority of the time she would ask her sergeant to do it or another male officer to accompany her in doing her job. Jenkins wasn’t stupid from a long shot she knew what time it was. She knew the men out there a vast majority of them were thirsty. She knew she would have to rotate them as well. Some men caught on others just didn’t care. They thought it would get them in the door to lets be honest FUCK. Jenkins knew this, but she didn’t want to work so hard and that pissed control room girls off to the fullest. Jenkins was security 9 Bravo and had to train Kneed on the yard. Jenkins wasn’t the team type. She was more, this is what you do this is what I do when we are done you go your way and I go my way. That night Kneed wasn’t having it. She stuck by Jenkins side like glue. Meanwhile Dunkin was assigned to Kilo dorm with ofc. Kelly and Sgt. Moore. Dunkin sparked up a conversation after count was cleared and the inmates were locked down for the night. Dunkin laid back in her chair “ So what yall think about Kneed?” Kelly, fat ,red bone dingy as ever. Says everything on her mind no filter. In her pitchy voice “I mean she ok to me, but I did hear from my sources she begs a lot. She don’t even have to know you but she would ask you for money and shit. So far since she been here she asked Rodgers to get her tire fixed on her car, aaand be askin 2^nd shift guys for breakfast and gas money.” Sgt. Moore tall, dark skinned slick Rick gold in the front, low boy hair cut, uniform wrinkled leaning back in his chair with his feet propped on the desk with his shades on “ I think she cute, I mean the girl do have a big apple head but I would hit” “ SHUT UP MOORE!!” Kelly and Dunkin said in unison. Dunkin: “ Well I know all about her, she don’t take care of her kids. My friend was going to whoop her ass at a family get together we had, but she was scared.” Kelly: “ Damn, yall that close?” “ That’s my husbands brother girlfriend. So yeah you can say that. He doesn’t even come home. He talks about that girl so bad. Hell I can’t stand her. She always begin and shit. He doesn’t give her anything… I keep telling her she should leave but her stupid ass stays.” Moore: “Shit like that? “ “Just like that.” Jenkins and Kneed started their security checks. They decided to knock out the fence since that takes the longest. They had to walk in between the barb wire, electrical fence to set off the the motion detectors witch let the control room know if the detectors worked or not. The fence was like confession for the officers. Only because no one could here you and only you and the person you walked with knew what was being talked about. To be safe they would cut off their radios just incase the button was pushed in mid convo and then the whole compound would hear the secrets being told. Jenkins already knew Kneed had a lot on her mind. Being the most hated women on the compound from all shifts she knew the stress Kneed was going through, but Jenkins didn’t want to know nothing she didn’t want to talk. She just had a gut feeling that if she befriended this chic that somehow some way the tables were going to flip and she would be the one to get burned. Jenkins quickly started walking and turned on the music from her cell phone. It wasn’t allowed but Jenkins mostly walked the fence alone so there wasn’t anybody to snitch at this point considering the mess Kneed was going through she wasn’t worried about kneed running her mouth. Kneed tried to keep up thinking of a way to break the ice Jenkins. “ So you do this every night?” “ Yup” “ You like it?” “ yup” “ How come you don’t want to work in the dorms?” “ Look I understand you want to make small talk but honestly I don’t want to. I have enough of my own drama going on out here and at home.  I usually do this walk alone, it’s the only place on this damn compound that I don’t have to worry about getting harassed for an hour sometimes I push it for an hour and a half. Im so sure you have heard so much about me. So lets just walk and vibe to the music. You should soak up this quiet time because when you get back on the pound you know you going to face some drama for the night right?” Kneed looked at Jenkins with tears in her eyes “ OOOH NO YOU DON’T! Don’t you do it, please girl I cant not now. Why where do yall come from? Ok , Ok you want to talk lets talk but you need to pull it together you can’t let them see you break Bitch this is prison same rules apply to us just as the inmates. I’ve cried don’t get it twisted shit get crazy out here but privately ok. Ok what’s, up what’s going on? “ My man at home keep cheating on me and leaving me to things on my own, his family constantly disrespects me even Dunkin. “ DUNKIN!?” “That’s his sister in law. His brother wife. “Well shit you got it bad, that girl can’t stand you. To be honest that’s how your home life business keeps getting out” “I know, but what am I going to do about it?” “Hell I don’t know pray, that’s all you can do. Its what I do every night when I come out here.”  Radio goes off “ Control room to Ofc. Kneed. Whats your 20?” Jenkins dropped her head. “ First of all why is your radio on. Secondly you know they fuckin with you right. They know we walking the fence the detectors go off in the control room. Always cut off your radio when on the fence. It is against rules and regulations but if you want to have that quiet hour I was talking about you will cut it off. Now look.” “ CONTROL ROOM TO OFC. KNEED WHAT IS YOUR 20 MA’AM?” “ I’m walking inner perimeter with ofc. Jenkins. “  GIRL NO! Remember I said I’m inner your outer” “ WHY ARE YOU BOTH WALKING INNER?” “ I meant to say I’m outer and Ofc. Jenkins is inner” Jenkins: “ Now you know they coming out to see, RUN,” Wait why we running?” “ BITCH I GOTTA GET YOU TO CENTER GATE AND GET ROVER TO LET YOU OUT BEFORE THEY COME . RUN BITCH” Laughing and running at the same time,  ofc. Jenkins  signaled for Rover 1 with her flashlight to come to center gate. Sgt. Mullinks from control room made her way out the compound and to the parking lot to get a van so she could drive up on Kneed and Jenkins. Rover 1 pulled and Sgt. Mullinks was coming round the bend…Jenkins “Shit, Shit, Shit! Go hide in the search dug out. “ Im not going down there!” “ Bitch if you don’t get down there we both fucked and you think you have problems” Rover 1 jumped back in his vehicle and pulled off before Mullinks could pull up. Kneed moving slow motion towards the dug out……. ;)

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Wink pulled up to her uncle Tuty house. They had finally made it to Philly. Slim was exhausted from the ride on top of the prior events that took place before her mother even showed up at the door. Her aunt Angie and uncle Bo were there as well to greet them. Food was ready cousins hangin around it was just a house full of people. Slim had crept off to use the bathroom, at least that's the story she told. She went into he cousins room to use his phone.Slim called her grandmother." Hello? Granndma?" " HEY SLIM! I thought I wasn't going to hear from you again." " Grandma I'm so sorry, I didn't want to leave but I didn't know what to do. I wanna come home." " I know baby. Just do what your mother asked you to do. You will be back I promise. Just keep calling me when you need to talk ok? Grandma loves you Slim." Sounding sad " okay I will." Days, weeks, years went by and Slim had been to 4 different schools and 4 different states. She stayed to her self most of the time. She figured why make friends when she would be leaving soon anyway. Living this life she learned not to get close and never to trust anyone. The world was so cold in Slims eyes. She didn't even trust her mom to a certain point. Slim just knew she was alone. Her father didn't want to see her,and her mother had her own issues that were just top secret. Slim had made a promise that when she turned 18 that was it no more moving around.
It was August 16 Slims 14th birthday. Her dad was out of prison but in a halfway house. So he could only get weekend passes to come home. Slim was back living with her grandmother. Wink had a contract in California so she dropped Slim off before leaving. Slim was use to it. If anything she was happy to be back and her dad was home. She had waited 7 years for him to come home.
After a few months in the halfway house Will was finally a free man. Slim was in middle school so he knew he had to put some rules down. NO BOYS. Was the main and only rule he had. he didn't want a boy to look at her not even blink in her direction. Slim knew of the rule, heard te rule but never followed the rule. Slim loved it though. She would sometimes tell the whoever she was dating at the time to come by the house knowing her dad would be home just see her dad run them off. She would look out the window to watch the action. Slim never really got in any trouble he was softy. Slim was up late sitting on the bar stool talking to her best friend Aundre. She made sure she sat the chair in walkway of the kitchen so she could see if her dad was coming. " So Dre, how come you didn't sit behind BIG Sharry? You know the girl likes you?" " I know that's why I didn't sit behind her!" He laughed " Hello that left me to sit behind her and she hates me because me and you are so cool, THEN to make it worsse you sit behind me. Do you know she kept telling me she was going to beat me up after class!?" Dre lughed " That's not funny Dre!"" So that's why you took off so quick after class" Dre laughing harder." Look I pick my battles and Sharry is a battle I know I would lose. I am not ashamed to admit that" They both laughed a hard gut laugh because it was true. Slim heard her dads door creek open " Dre I gotta go" Dre knowing what time it is didn't want to hang up." What? Why?" The sound of a belt buckle CLING! angainst the door and Will was walking toward Slim" DRE I gotta go, I gotta go" Dre laughing knowing it was about to be on. Slim was about to get her lit up for the first time by Will. Slim hung up the phone and slid by Will holding her butt cheeks sqinching her eyes just knowing in her mind that he was going to give her a lick on her way passing him.She saw his arm raise and she ran in her room before the belt even came down. Will walked to her door" Don't let that shit happen again Slim" Slim holding her chest" Okay daddy" Thankful that he didn't even come in the room. The nextr morning Slim met up with Dre at the corner store to walk the rest of the way to school. She started hitting him with her bookbag. "DRE! You I was in trouble, you play too much!" Slim was hitting and talking at the same time. As they continued walking to school he cracked jokes on Slim so bad all the way there. She laughed after awhile. That's what she loved about Dre he always kept a smile on her face even when things were bad. Dre always got Slim in trouble for laughing in class. They didnt have to sit next to eachother but he found a way to make her crack up. Not giggle. Gut, tears flowing, slob out the mouth laughing. she would get kicked of class all the time. Teachers knew of their friendship but it didn't stop them from sending her out the door. When you get kicked out of class it's every man for themself. Slim knew that is security caught her in the hallway then she would get CSI or get a call home or just both. So she had to be slick. Sometimes another teacher would let her sit in for that hour but the time that she didn't get any luck it was like playing man hunt. Getting caught by security was the last thing she needed and that man named Will was home. She dodged one ass whooping but she didn't think she would be lucky the next time around. School was a way for Slim to escape from her own drama and pressure at home. when 3 o'clock hit it was back to reality. She loved that Will was home but it wasn't what she expected. Slim had gotten to the point that she just wanted to be left alone. Just her and her grandparents she was okay with that...........;)

The next morning Slim went outside to take a walk. There was a neighborhoods trail that she would walk whenever things got to be a little stressful. She was trying to wrap her head around why her father didn't want to see or hear from her anymore. She was trying to figure out what did she do to deserve all this confusion in her life, besides be born. Slim was too young to deal with these adult issues but somehow mustered up the strength to do so. All she could remember was her moving everywhere. Pillow to post. All her cousins has their mother and father, went to one school, kept the same friends and most of all they were able to spend time with their parents. Learn the things a mother should teach a daughter and learn the things a father should teach their daughter. Instead she had her grandmother and grandfather. Now that's the best knowledge a child could ever receive. Knowledge from the older and wise, but there is nothing that could remotely come close to a parents love. Slim walked until she couldn't think anymore. She made it home and took a shower while Mary was making breakfast. Mary was in the kitchen cooking and Slim in the shower. Leroy her younger cousin that also lived with them was in the room playing with his toys. BOOM BOOM BOOM! "MARY! MARY! OPEN OPEN THIS DOOR ! OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW!" Mary peeped out her kitchen window. "RICHY! GO AWAY, YOU COME BACK WHEN YOU GET CLEAN! YOU CAN'T STAY HERE WITH ALL THAT MESS YOU GOT GOING ON!" Yelling through the window. Richy was the family crackhead and Mary's brother. A burden she carried for years because she didn't want her mother at the age of 94 to have to deal with a drug addict son. Mary knew she was going to let him in the house but he had to sober up a little. Ever since the Vietnam War Richy had never been the same. He left for war at the age of 19. He would tell his war stories and how they were shot at and he saw his friends be killed in ways you wouldn't want to imagine. Bombs being thrown, running from bullets trying not to get shot, the smell of flesh burning, moans on the battle field of men dieing. Drugs and alcohol were the vices that a lot of soldiers turned to; to block out the pain. Richy always talks about the time he dragged two of his partners on his back trying to save them but they were already dead by the time he made it to safety. Since he came home from the war he has been diagnosed with severe schizophrenia , shell shock, on top of addiction and other health issues. Mary had a weakness for him. It was her brother how could she turn her back. BOOM BOOM! " MAAAAAARAAAAAY OPEN THE FUCKIN DOOR!" " NO RICH! NOW IF YOU DON'T LEAVE IMA SEND SPANKY OUT THERE AND YOU KNOW WHAT'S NEXT!" Richy backed away " I'll be back okay Mary, I'm sorry you know I be going through some things. I promise Ima clean up you just watch." Talking in a more docile voice with tears streaming down his face. " okay Richy you go and do that and when you do my door is always open Richy. I love you Rich" Mary said with a worried look on her face standing out at the back door. She looked up at the sky " Lord I can only ask that you give me strength. I don't know what is going on or do I know the reason. I just ask that you save my family Lord and continue to give me strength the devils imps are working overtime. I leave this  in your hands God. Amen" Richy walked away mumbling to himself. Slim walked into the kitchen. " Grandma you okay?" " Yes baby Grandma is just fine. how was your walk? Did you talk to God about it?" Yes, but I didn't get any answers though still waiting. Did daddy call while I was gone?" Mary looked at Slim  ." No baby he didn't call, but I'm sure he will. Just give him a little time.He will come around. In the meantime lets eat. Then we have to run some errands and pay some bills and we may go to the mall see what we can find. How does that sound?" Slim knew her grandmother was just trying to make her happy. " Okay, that sounds good to me," Mary went into her bedroom closing the door behind her. Slim heard a knock at the door. She ran to the door to see who it was and to her surprise it was her mother. She flung the door open jumping into her arms crying." Mommy your here! How come you didn't call ?" " Oh baby I just missed you so much that I  had to just come and see you!" " Come in so you can say hi to grandma!" " Oh no, baby we have to go okay. Mommy came to come and get you. So go and pack your things so we can go." " Wait we can't leave without saying bye. Come on momma don't do this. Just go and speak I'm sure grandma will be happy to see you." Pleading her heart out. Knowing that her mom was going to take he again without saying anything. She didn't want to go Slim was just getting to make friends and getting settled in. The last time her mom did this the whole family was upset with her as if she planned the whole thing." Go do what I told you Slim" " But momma" " NOW SLIM I'M NOT PLAYING WITH YOU!" Slim ran and started packing her clothes. Her world was just spinning she didn't know where they were going, her grandmother in the other room not knowing what was going on. She knew it was going to hurt her heart. Leroy stood in the doorway watching Slim pack" Where you going Slim?" " I have to go cuz but let grandma know I said I love her okay?" "Okay" Slim rushed out the house and got in the car. Wink her mother closed the door quietly and ran to the car. Before she could crank up her car Mary had ran to the door and saw Slim sitting in the front seat. Mary screaming" WAIT WAIT WHAT ARE YOU DOING ! WINK! WINK! LET THAT CHILD REST WINK! WIIIINK!" Chasing the car out the driveway Slim just cried in silence. This was nothing new for her. No one ever thought about what she was going through. It was all about them and their life. Somehow she found a way to love her parents but just hated all the turmoil they put her through. Slim always called herself a rag doll. This is what a rag doll goes through. Never settled always on the go dragged from pillow to post. never knowing what's going on, No respect to even be told. Treated as if she had no feelings. Like she was built for this life. Just like a rag doll. Created to be dragged and treated any kind of way. What stayed so strong in Slim was prayer.Mary taught her that when it gets crazy and you don't know what to do just pray. Let God work it out. Not that Slim didn't believe but God was sure as hell taking his time in  solving these problems. Slim put in earphones and put the volume on high. She would drown out her mothers voice. Riding I95 North. That was Slims home. I95 North or South up and down the east coast. Staring at the trees out her window never once taking a look at her mother. Wink knew she was wrong but she just kept driving. The phone rings at Marys house. " You have a Collect call from" " Will" " Do you accept these charges?" " No" Mary hung up the phone. She didn't know how she was going to explain to her son in prison that his ex wife took his daughter AGAIN. The phone rang again. Mary wouldn't answer. She just stared at the phone as it kept ringing. Mary just didn't know what to do...........................

Is it bad to cut off family members like a brother, or sister, maybe an aunt? You know the ones that your suppose to be close to? When you reach out so much and they never reach back in my opinion it's safe to sever communication. It's just crazy to me that's all. I don't care how busy you are in life and how much progress you are having in life you never forget your family. Especially if they have been there for you. To pick up the phone costs nothing but to lose that relationship costs everything. It hurts me deeply to have to do this to some family members but I would rather leave in peace and love from a distance than stick around and not be noticed at all. My door will always be open when THEY choose to have me apart of their life I will never force myself on anyone. Not even family. Isn't that the most craziest shit you ever heard. Sad but this is what the world is coming to. Father against son/Mother against daughter/ Family against family. I hate to be apart of the confusion but who wants to be hurt? Just a thought. I pray that people really start to open their eyes and stop chasing what the MEDIA says you must have in order to be happy or to be considered successful. I wonder if people see what I see. For example, to be fashionable or in style you have to look crazy and wear things that DON'T match or this thing about vintage. People are paying 100's even 1,000's of dollars for OLD ASS CLOTHES that SOMEONE else WORE and DID NOT want. SOLD an old shirt or pair of pants for $150 and probably paid less than $50 when it WAS in style. All this to say is that the world is in a state of confusion and really needs to pull it together and that brings me back to what I was initially talking about. FAMILY. Get back to family first and see how things really start to work out for you as a UNIT.....Food for thought ;)

Mary leaves to go to the store, the phone rings again Slim rushes to pick up the phone thinking it may be her dad calling again. "You have a collect call from" "Leon" " Do you accept these charges?" " Yes" Slim said with less excitement. She loved her uncle very much too much, but she just thought it would have been her dad; she really wanted it to be her daddy. " Hey Slim how you doing!?" "Im doing fine uncle Lee" " GRANDMA UNCLE LEON ON THE PHONE!" yelling waiting for her grandmother to come. " How is momma? how she been holding up? Did your daddy call? How is he? I havent seen him since they split us up in different dorms." Slim was only 12 but knew so much. One thing about this family straight shooters at least to Slim. She guessed the family felt that she could handle situations no matter how bad. Most of the time she did, Slim was a very strong little girl. Things got to her a lot she just never showed it. She didnt like people even her family to see her being weak. She felt it was her responsibility to be strong for her mother and father. In her mind they both had issues but she loved them. Somone had to have a good mind in all of this. " Grandma has been ok, daddy just called a few minutes ago, he told me he had got in trouble last week thats why he couldnt call. I waited by the phone though. Mary walked in the room. " Grandma is here" " Ok Slim when Im done come back to the phone I need you to make some calls for me" " Ok, just make sure you tell grandma not to hang up the phone like she did the last time" They both chuckled and Slim passed the phone. " Hey Momma how you holdin up? You been taking your medicine? Hows Poppa?" Mary laughed " Boy how come when I get on the phone with you, you have more than one question all at once?" Leon laughed " Because Momma we only have so much time on the phone and I hate when we get cut off, plus Slim has some calls to make for me. Especially to Lex I hope Tonya home. Has Lexis been calling you?" Mary shook her head smiling. " I love you son" " I love you too Momma" " I wanted to make sure I say that first and if you see Will tell him I said I love him too, we had got cut off before you called" " I will I hope I catch him on the yard today. " ok well lets see, yes Im taking my meds, Im doing fine, Poppa is still Poppa. You know fussy, but he loves you dont you forget that Will too. Oh and the family is coming up to visit in 2 weeks so let your brother know that as well Slim is coming and Darius both his kids will be there. Lexis is coming dont worry." OH MAN MOMMA!, Thats great I cant wait. Who else is coming?" " Im rying to get the whole crew to come so far we have a 16 passenger van full" " DAMN MOMMA! What you trying to do have a family reunion, dudes going to be mad. Momma niggas in here dont get that kind of attention too often if ever." WATCH YA MOUTH, and Im not their momma im yours and Will, so you better make sure Will is in place and he calms is ass down so he can have visitation." Leon laughed he loved how she would tell him to watch his mouth then turn around in the same breath with the same foul language. Sometimes would ask where he got  the mouth from as if she had no part in it." Ok momma, where is Slim I need to make 2 calls before my time runs out." Ok love you baby, SLIM come get the phone" Slim ran to the phone " ok unc who to call first?" " Call Lex first then Ima have you call Poochie" " Ok" Slim dialed the number waited for the ring and put the phone down she never liked to listen to the calls. She would listen for a mumbling sound or come and check to see if there was still talking. If it was quiet then she would ask for the next number. It was a routine for Slim. She was the master at 2 way calling. " Uncle Leon daddy dont know when yall comin home, do you?" " To be honest Slim we dont know still waiting for paperwork and all kinds of stuff. Im sorry Slim just be strong , this will all be over and we both will be home." Slim always knew the truth she could always depend on Unc to give it to straight or more datail. She knew her dad didnt want to hurt her feelings and lose hope so saying soon sounded better than the truth sometimes. Time went on more birthdays went by. Slim just held on. She had left to stay with her mom for awhile but knew she had to get back so she wouldnt miss her daddy coming home. The family had thier world and Slim was in a world all on her own. She was young but always had her own visions and ways things were going to go. Nobody ever understood they only saw Slim. They never could see the pain or never tried to. Slim was the type to suffer in silence. It was like she wanted people to know that she was in pain but then she didnt want to bother anybody. Slim always felt adult issues were more important than a childs at least thats how things were portrayed to her. Never did anyone sit down and ask Slim if she was ok. She suppressed her pain and indulged in music. Music helped Slim through all her pain in her life. Moving everywhere hearing things about her parents not knowing who to trust. Music and God were the solid things in her life. Her mother always came to pick her up out the blue which caused problems with family on her fathers side. Slim was always caught in the middle but at the end of the day if her mother said lets go she had to go. It was her mother she knew if it was their mother they would do the same. Maybe the way her mom went about it was wrong but Slim felt she had nothing to do with that. The family took their anger out on her at times. The only one to have her back was her grandmother Mary. The only woman in her life that ever cared and knew the pain Slim was going through knowing that none of them could go thorugh it and keep their mind. Slim for the most part was left to defend her self especially if Mary wasnt around. When she would go to her mothers side of the family they were the same. They were more jealous of her mom because she traveled so much and was seeing the world and was doing that being a single mom. Then women thought that when you have a child your life and dreams are over. Slim s mom didnt have that thought process. Slim loved the traveling but also wished to be stable.
Slim was sitting on the edge of her grandmother bed wathcing tv eating boiled peanuts and drinking Coke. when the phone rings.Slim heard the operator for a Collect call. She waited to see Mary s expression waiting to hear the name she screams in her pitchy voice she gets when she is happy. " AHH HEY WILL!" Slim jumped up " DADDY!" " How are you? Why havent we heard from you in awhile. "  " I know momma but let me speak to Slim real quick I wanna tell her somthing." " Ok hold on" Mary passed Slim the phone. " Hi daddy I miss you!" with all the excitement in the world. " I miss you too baby girl. I need you to listen to me Slim ok? " Yes daddy" " daddy loves you soooooo much and I am sooooo sorry that I put you through this. I love you, I love , I love you, I love you Slim always know this. I have to go away for awhile. " What do you mean go away your already away" " I know but , what I mean is I wont be calling. You wont understand now but when you get older you will. I just need you to be strong for daddy ok. I will write when I can but I wont be calling and I dont want yall to come and me anymore." " WHY? DID I DO SOMETHING? IM SORRY !" " SLIM stop now your better than that, you didnt do anything I just have to go away. you are way stronger than this." " I wish you and mommy would be strong for once Im tired you know. IM SOOOOOOOOO SICK AND TIRED OF BEING TOLD TO BE STRONG! HOW MUCH STRONGER CAN I BE? I GO AND DO  EVERYTHING YOU TWO WANT ME TO DO. WHO IS GOING TO BE STRONG FOR ME!? WHEN DADDY WHEN YOU COMIN HOME!? HUH WHEN?" Tears flowing down her face and her grandmothr grabs the phone and holds Slim so tight in her arms and starts to pray asking God to not allow the devil to break up her family. She squeezed as tight and as close as possible praying on the phone and over Slim to heal her pain. Will had tears rolling down his face listening to Slim cry over the phone killing his spirit deeper than before. He always knew Slim was hurting he just didnt know how to handle it and didnt want to. he doesnt know not one father out or behind prison walls that wants their baby girl to feel any pain. If anything he was to protect her and thats what he thought he was doing. Protecting her from reality not realizing that this was her reality and has been for a long time... ;)

It's amazing how when a family member goes to prison that their not the only one who is on lock down ;)

You have a Collect call from " William" Do you accept these charges? " Yes". " Hey baby girl hows my big girl?" With so much excitement in his voice." HEY DADDY! GRANDMA IT'S DADDY ON THE PHONE!" Shouting to the top of her lungs excited to hear his voice. " Daddy how come you didn't call me last week? I waited by the phone like you told me to." " I know Slim daddy had goy in some trouble so I couldn't call you baby." Sounding so sad that he had hurt his first born feelings. " I promise when daddy gets home Ima make it up to you ok?" " You promise?" " Yes Slim I promise" " Daddy? When are you coming home?" Will knew that question was coming. She had been asking that question for 5 yrs now and he gives the same answer" Soon baby real soon." Slim knew that wasn't true but it's all she had to hold on to. "You know Mommy comin to get me next month Im suppose to be moving with her. I dont want to, because then Ima miss all your calls daddy.I also know mommy needs me too. I really can't wait till you come home." Will wanted to cry but knew he couldn't show that kind of emotion where he was at. It killed hom to know he couldn't do nothing and he couldn't be with his daughter. He had been locked up since she was 7yrs old. Their relationship had been mostly based on the telephone or through letters. A father and daughter relationship that he wished he would have done better than what he was doing. Visits were the most painful. It felt so good to his heart to see his family but hurt worse when they left." Daddy you know my Birthday coming up? What you gonna do for my birthday?" Slim knew he couldn't do much but she loved when he would send her a whole bunch of pictures he would draw and always loved to get new pictures of him." I knoooow huh? I dont yet Slim but Im sure I will think of something"  "You have 10min left on this call" Reality struck both of them. They always forgot about their situation until the operator comes on to remind them. " Hurry up and go get Momma so I can say hi before the call hangs up" " I already did daddy you should know better by now" They both laughed and Slim passed her grandmother the phone." Heeey Will hwo are you holding up? Are praying everyday like I tell you to?" " Yes Momma. Momma its not much time I just wanna say I Lo" The phone hung up. Mary dropped and shook her head and hung the phone up.Tears dropped slowly as she looked up asking God to protect her son. " Grandma you ok?........ ;)

It was the Warden and Hewitt. Apparently Hewitt had something up her sleeve. Jackson knew it has all to do with him because the way Hewitt stared at him with a glimpse of a smile on her face. Everyone stood at attention and greeted the Warden. Warden Hewitt. A coincidence? That’s the game that was being played. It was the talk of the academy. Was Hewitt related to the Warden. It was often denied it was just certain things like this that had people thinking otherwise. “Mr. Jackson, may we see you in the hall please?” “Yes sir.” Jackson walked out into the hallway and stood at attention looking straight forward. Warden Hewitt walked in front of Jackson and asked “What seems to be the problem?” “Sir?” “It’s been reported that you are not cooperating with your fellow colleagues in the matter that you both are leaders of this class.” “ Sir” “ I’m not done speaking and I don’t remember giving you the authority to speak Jackson!” Warden Hewitt slightly raised his voice. The students were listening to Jackson getting chewed out by the Warden.  Sanders looked around at the class and stood up. “How yall going to treat Jackson like this? He never put pressure on us; he always helps when someone needs help studying or hell even an answer on a test! You honestly think Jackson had something to do with that girl getting fired? Honestly a man that helps us? “That’s crazy “Jackson walked back in the class and sat down. Sanders walked over and whispered “I know you didn’t do it its just not you.” Jackson looked at Sanders with an appreciative look and just opened his book to the chapter he was on. He started thinking what he has gotten himself into. All he wanted to was just complete the academy and leave with a rank under his belt instead he got ridiculous pressure from a girl that he cant understand why she is attacking him so much on top of  a class of idiots that cant tell when their getting played.

Time went on and Jackson stayed quiet more than usual stay below radar. He didn’t give up his position he just made sure he stayed in the instructors eyesight so if anything went down instructors could account for his absence in the matter. It did raise eyebrows with the other students on why he hung out with the instructors so much, but it kept the big people off his back and Hewitt had no choice but to sit still herself.  3 weeks until graduation and taking the state test. It was getting hectic. Tests were coming back to back 2 tests a week now and Jackson was on pure overload. It was time to take the DT test and everyone knew Hewitt had that test on lock. She was screwing the instructor on the regular so she had the answers to the written part of the test and on top of that the class knew he was going to pass her on the practical. The instructor didn’t want that kind of trouble if she would have told. He was too scared to call her bluff. Besides he was screwing so many girls in the academy he didn’t know how the outcome would turn out for him. As they were taking the test Hewitt kept her eye on Jackson. After completing Hewitt went to the instructor telling him that she saw Jackson cheating. Jackson had gotten wind of the news before he could confront Hewitt he was called to the office. They asked him to retake the test but whole new different test. They told him he had to take it after closing flag. Jackson wanted to scream. He went and took the test passed with 98% higher than his first test. So the instructors asked “What is going on between you and Hewitt? Why is there so much beef between you two?” Jackson answered “I don’t know, but its really wearing thin on my nerves. Why haven’t you guys started to look more at her? Why do you constantly keep listening to what she says? Have ever thought that maybe the reason she keeps you guts so distracted on everyone else but her?” Jackson got up grabbed his bags and stormed out. Hewitt was downstairs waiting on him.” So how did you do on the test?” She said with a wicked look on her face. “I passed BITCH!” Hewitt looked as he walked off” I’m going to write you up!” “Good when you’re done stick it up your ass hoe!” Jackson reached his point but continued to walk away. He knew the next step was to put his hands on her. That’s not something he does but she was an exception to the rule. 4 months of being harassed on top of academy mess. He was shocked he lasted this long. She was lucky all she got was words.

Jackson made it to class the next morning and reported to the office for his usual call of duty. Hamilton asked Hewitt to step out.” You know she wrote you up for foul language right?” “Yes sir” “Do you have anything to say about that?” “No sir” “Did you use foul language?” Jackson said nothing. Hamilton took a long look at Jackson and sat on the edge of his desk shaking his head.” I just don’t get it! This girl put you through so much and you still won’t retaliate, are you dumb son?” Jackson looked at Hamilton with stare that said watch it you going too far. “I know your dumb son, I’m just saying why won’t you rat this girl out and get rid of her?”  Jackson looked at Hamilton and said “Because this isn’t my fight, God has more in store for her more than I can ever do to her. With all due respect if I’m terminated let me know so I can leave.” No son you not I trouble your just something I never seen in all my rears of training at this academy. Hamilton ripped the write up and threw it away. “Son graduation is literally around the corner there is no point and you have proven yourself to be one of kind. I honestly wish one of you would have beaten her ass! Shit the way she has been carrying on a lot of stuff at least deserved a quick one to the throat!” Hamilton laughed “Your dismissed don’t mention this to anyone son and don’t let the system change you.” Jackson shook his hand and left out the office. Hewitt was standing by the door she had heard everything. “That doesn’t mean your safe when we get back to the pound.” Jackson snapped “BITCH WHAT! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME? YOU WANNA FUCK IS THAT IT? TURN THE FUCK OVER SO WE CAN GET THIS SHIT OVER WITH! DAMN YOU WORSE THAN A FUCKIN FOOT FUNGUS! WHAT YO DUDE AINT DOIN IT RIGHT? YOU GOT ONE MORE FUCKIN TIME TO COME NEAR ME OR FUCK WITH MY MONEY AND IMA SHOW YOU WHO GOT CLOUT ROUND THIS MOTHERFUCKER! TRY ME HOE!” Jackson had finally exploded. Hamilton came out his office to see what was going on. When he saw it was Jackson he walked back in office. Jackson turned and walked off. Feeling good to finally release and not get in trouble. Hewitt ran to the bathroom with tears in her eyes. Looking in the mirror saying “This aint over till I say it is.” Hewitt made a phone call to one of her friends at the compound. “ Hey Mumphry check this out, you listening?”……… ;)

Story coming your way tomorrow! Stay posted ;)

Continuation of Academy will be up Friday. Stay posted ;)

He saw his desk was moved way to the back of the class. No one showed any kind of emotion. When he asked who did it no answer. Jackson took in a deep breath walked to the back of the class and sat down. He was done. He knew that this was going to be war. He also knew if he wanted to keep his job he had to endure everything that was coming to him. The hard part was taking it and knowing that it wasn’t deserved. It’s like when you were a kid and told your parents it wasn’t you and you still got an ass whooping.

The next instructor came in the class. Everyone stood to attention and greeted the instructor in unison and synchrony. “GOOD AFTERNOON SIR!” The instructor signaled for the class to have a seat. He looked around and noticed Jackson sitting to the back of the class apart from the others. “Jackson, what are you doing way back there? Why aren’t you sitting in your assigned seat to the front of the class?” “Sir Permission to speak sir.” “Granted.” “Sir my seat was here when I walked in sir” “Well who did it son?” “Sir I have no idea sir.” “Well ok, class who moved Mr. Jackson seat to the back?” No one answered. Eyes were looking straight forward with straight faces. “Ok no one is going to talk, to the pad give me 50 diamond push ups, and if I don’t have an answer by then; then you will do push ups until flag.” Still no one opened their mouths, but you seen facial expressions disgruntlement and jaws clinched. “LET’S GO DC 180 MOVE! MOVE! MOVE! FALL OUT CAPTAIN CALL IT OUT! DESRESPECT YOUR LEADER! CHAIN OF COMMAND! MOVE!”  Espinosa called out the cadence. “ READY! FORWARD POSITION MOVE! 1,2,3 1! 1,2,3, 2! 1,2,3, 3!” The class fell into position counting along with Espinosa. “ NOW FROM MY UNDERSTANDING THIS CLASS HAS AN ISSUE WITH AUTHORITY. SO IT’S MY JOB TO MAKE SURE THAT THIS PROBLEM IS SOLVED. SO ANYBODY WANT TO SPEAK UP?” The instructor yelled at the class and asked for answer as they kept doing their push ups. Still no one would talk. They stuck between a rock and hard place. If anyone spoke up then they would be the next target and labeled as the snitch. If they didn’t speak up then they were stuck on the pad. This was another mind game, a way to condition the brain. To build unity in a crazy kind of way. It sent a message to the ones who grasped the concept that you’re not going to like who you work with on the pound but that person is all you have to keep you alive on the pound so suck it up and deal with it when you leave out the gates. The focus is to stay alive. If you distracted with petty irrelevant problems that has nothing to do with care, custody and control of inmates then you are either the one to be killed by the “system” or be apart of the “system”. Of course in a class of 32 only 9 understood the lesson. Jackson kept his mouth shut. The only thing on his mind was he was doing it for his family. He was pissed anyway so this helped to release the stress. It worked out in his favor little did the class know. No one cracked. After flag the class was dismissed to go home and to report early for 5am run.

Jackson walked in the classroom to grab his bags so he could make his bus. Hewitt stopped him on his way out. “So are you willing to start working together pr are you just that stubborn?” Jackson: “I’m tired I have to get home to my family I honestly don’t care what else you have in store for me, like I said before do what you want. Your going to need me one day Know that, plus you aren’t doing nothing but getting me fit. My girl says thank you.” He winked and walked away. In his mind he wanted to choke the b**** but he also knew it pissed her off even more that he didn’t crack.

Hewitt stood looking sour in the face.

Jackson caught the but straight to Kayla instead of going home. Kayla seen his face and already knew it was another hard day. She walked up and gave him a kiss on the lips guided him to the bathroom his towel and wash cloth was set up on the sink along with his night clothes. She cut on the shower and told him to get in. She helped him get out of his uniform. Kayla took his clothes and the other uniforms and put them in the washing machine. His dinner was ready, TV already on ESPN. She walked back in the bathroom and started running him a hot bath. “Sit down baby.” She said in a soft voice. “The tub was filled and she undressed and got in behind him. Kayla was only 3 months so her belly wasn’t at its largest potential yet. She grabbed the bath oil and started giving him a massage on his upper shoulders. Kayla saw in his face that he had it real bad today and when he has on of those faces she knows that all that is needed for those moments is peace and quiet, not even to ask about the day. All that would do is get him even more upset and Kayla knew he had to go right back in the morning. Jackson motioned for her to get in front. As Kayla sat between Jackson’s legs he just held her and rubbed her belly. He just kept whispering in her ear this is why I do this. Kayla didn’t understand what was going on she just knew he was tired. Jackson was just reminding himself why he is putting up with the mess he goes through EVERY DAY. He just started praying to God asking for at least one day of peace. Just one day where he could just focus and come home. Kayla just listened and didn’t disturb him. When Jackson had finished he asked Kayla in the calmest tone of voice. “How are my tow babies?” Kayla answered with understanding “We are just fine, we are just making sure daddy is ok.” “I’m fine, I will be fine.” Kayla: “Well let’s get out before dinner is cold.” They got dressed and made their way to the kitchen. There was just a silence no talking just a knowing. It was a bond they had built that they knew how to take care of each other without speaking. Kayla fixed Jackson’s plate and sent him in the living room to go eat and catch up on his sports. She made her way to put the clothes in the dryer.

Kayla went to join Jackson in the living room she didn’t care for sports but this was something he needed to get his mind off things for awhile. They sat and watched replays. Kayla had fallen asleep. Jackson rubbed her head while she slept and stared at the ceiling tears running down his face silently crying. Trying to figure out how? What? Just questions flooding his brain hoping he could at least get one answer. The buzzer went off for the dryer and Kayla got up to get the clothes out. He told her “Baby don’t worry about the clothes its ok I’ll get them in the morning.” “No bae I need to iron your uniforms so you don’t have to rush in the morning. It won’t take long I promise. Then you can have me all to yourself all night.” She said with a smile giving him a kiss.

3:30 am alarm went off and it was time to do it all over again.

Class started and he noticed that Hewitt wasn’t in class and Douglas either. He was suspicious but didn’t stress. He felt like if Hewitt was gone then today was going to be a good day and God had come through. There was a knock on the door and to his surprise it was …….;)

Kayla ended up staying the night. They woke up at 3 so Jackson could put gas in the car and then Kayla dropped him off to the college field so he could do drills with Lt. She felt a little sad that she had to drop him off, but she knew she would see him later. One thing she knew about J he won’t let a day go by without seeing her or the baby. She loved that about him. Kayla started thinking what is it she could do for him to lift up his spirits and take some of the stress off. She knew his temper. It’s like a hurricane. Starts off real calm and quiet; then the wind and and light rain,then whoosh its going down thunder lightining ,flood, just a natural serius disaster. The thing is with J when he reaches his max of anger there is no way to calm him down. The damage he knowingly does, he makes sure it’s permanent. The point of NO return. She knew that this chick Hewitt was definitely going to press the right button. So this is a perfect time to get his mind off of the academy so he could continue and pass. This job was important to their livelyhood and being the woman that she is she can’t allow anything to come and destroy that.

It was lunch and the class had been dismissed for break. Jackson made his way to the lake it was one of his places he went to talk to God and get some mental strength to keep him going.” God I just ask you to rebuild my strength.To keep my  mind and my temper.To help me make it through this academy with your grace upon me Lord. Could you please send your angels to protect me from this one demon. Forgive me of my ill thoughts towards her but she is carrying multiple demons and for some reason they love to guide her to me. I pray for her as well Lord as crazy as that sounds. Please Lord just give me strength. Amen. Jackson just stood quiet and watched the fish as he fed them he felt a tap on his shoulder and turned to only see Hewitt. He looked up to the sky with the (are you serious face) dropped his head took a deep breath. Hewitt: “ I see your girl dropped you off today.” “ Yea she did why is that so much of your concern? Hewitt Im so not in the mood for Carol City High today, what is it that you want?” “ I was just making small talk  gosh  don’t be so uptight.” She said  in a sarcastic tone. “ Hewitt what He…Man what do you want girl.” “ First of all I am not a little girl and secondly I came to let you know that Johnson went off campus to go to McDonalds I was just letting you know so we can go up and report this situation to Hamilton. The last time you act like you didn’t know what was going on so I was just making you aware.” “ You saw them leave I didn’t see anything so if you want to go and report them do your thing. Do you understand that your against the very same people you will need at the end? I mean are you that blind and naive to think that Hamilton is on our side.Wake up it’s all a mind game. It’s just like if you were on the pound the same people you go to report are the same people that have to come to your rescue if an inmate desides to jump on you. Keep burning bridges no one will respond you will end up a rape victim or worse. Im just sayin no one deserves that not even my worst enemies.” “ Boy whateva, you comin or not?” Jackson just shook his head and walked away. He knew there was no getting through to her she just had to learn the hard way. The sad part the hard way could be death. After lunch everyone returnes to class ,but he noticed Johnson wasn’t in class and her bags were gone. He looked at Hewitt and she sat there with a sinister look on her face with satisfaction. Everyone didn’t notice at first until Chance said something.” Ay where’s Johnson? She know better than to be late I don’t feel like going to the pad today, where she at?” Hewitt jumped up and announced that she was terminated for leaving campus.Chance: Well who told?” Hewitt looked dead at Jackson insinuating him to be the snitch. Jacksons heart started to pound so hard his grip had gotten so tight on his desk. It was the fact that he was a man he couldn’t whoop that ass. Jackson: “ Don’t play with b…girl you know I was at my spot at lunch I didn’t go up stairs at all today. Why are you trying to start trouble over here? Whatchu want from?” “ You know you told Hamilton that Johnson left off campus.” Chance:”Damn dog how you playin? That woman had 4 kids !” “ Im telling yall I didn’t say anything. Ok since yall are so convinced there is no point for me to say anything else. Believe what you want time will tell. Just know yall on the wrong side.” Hewitt: “Well I don’t get into people business I be with my man on lunch break I don’t even be around yall like that to know whats going on.” Hewitt had someone else to do her dirty work Jackson knew that he just couldn’t figure out who. She was telling the truth about not being around,but how the hell she knew everything that went on when she was leaving campus her self. Everyone knew she was sleeping with the DT instructor Williams. Williams had been a DT instructor for years and he always screwed the girls in the academy classes the girls would be down thinkin they would pass. Sometimes they would others he would still fail. People just figured her head game wasn’t enough to pass the class. Girls just dropped out like flies. Everyone always said he was going to screw the wrong girl one day. Hewitt: “ Well I don’t know what to either ther are only two people to report to Hamilton I wasn’t around so who else could it be?” Jackson just sat there calming his temper. He just thought about how disppointed Kayla would be if he had gotten terminated then he thought about his baby. He closed his eyes and just said a prayer silently in his head for God to keep giving him strength.He heard the the chatter and snide remarks beingf said towrds him.” Snitch, bitch, creep ass ni**a” Words that were serious fighting words enough to make him jump but he just kept praying. He got up and went to the bathroom. Tears falling down his face. Not because of the name calling and the petty situation at hand it was because he was already getting into a field that he didn’t want to be in . but this was the only thing that would help him and his family to get a boost real quick until he could figurre out something else. He just didn’t like how unncessary  pressure was beingg geard towards him. A class of 30 plus people and he had to be the target. He slashed some water on his face took 10 min regrouped and made his way back to class. Hamilton had seen him and stopped him to speak with with him.” Are you ok son?” “Yes sir never better sir.” “ I wanted to let you know that I know. We always know, dig deep down and find that inner strength keep going. It’s  going to get harder just get your mind prepared for the bullshit son there’s a lot of it especially when you leave here and go back to the pound it’s even worse. Don’t let her get to you. We cant stand her ass either. The academy is nothing but the pound in a compact environment. You cant trust nobody there is always a snitch. Just keep pushing son you got it.” “ Yes sir” Jackson walked away feeling a little better but knew that moment wasn’t going to last long once he walked back in the classroom. When he walked back in to take his seat he saw that………;)

1. Academy
   first shift. The best shift to ever work on. Inmates sleep, Cap sleep, Sgt. sleep, everyone. At least that's how it seems to a person who doesn't know how a prison is ran. You think no one is paying attention, but eyes are on you the moment you step out your car in the parking lot. Inmates watching through their hole of a window, colleagues watching what you drive,who dropped you off. Hel...

l they so nosey they pay attention to what you eat for lunch. Jackson a quiet observant individual but still so green to this world. Prison is a world within itself and if your not careful you can be sucked up in it end up being apart of it. Jackson was from the hood but never was involved in hood activities. Almost all his uncles served Fed time. His thing was they already served the time so he didn't have to.
He noticed the process of becoming a C/O was basically stripping you of who you thought you were to become something that your momma taught you not to be(snitch). The first week of academy the instucters pick out 3 leaders to "keep control of the class" (snitch) 2 platoon leaders and 1 captain. Jackson was in a class of 32, after some had dropped out or failed within the first week he bacame platoon. not something he cared for, but he thought it would make his resume look good.(little did he know). instructor Hamilton thought he would make a good snitch I mean platoon. Hamilton:" I like how you conduct business and how you handle your classmates you really don't take any mess from them. That's what we like in DOC people that can hold their own. Son how would you like to be 2nd platoon?" Knowing that if takes the position there was going to be conflict in the class towards him." I would be honored to take the position sir." Jackson was thinking about himself and what he was trying to accomplish he didn't like majority of the class anyway. The girls were loud and stupid when they talked the other guys were either undercover racist or lost in life and needed a badge to give them some selfesteem. He knew that he was just trying to make a living and this job wasn't forever. Hamilton: "Good son Im glad, now we have briefings every morning before flag. You are to report to my office and give me an update on what's going on in the class.Who has a phone, who was late, who is not eating the right food, anything worth me knowing. It's your job and mine to keep order son, you understand right?" Jackson stomach was turning on the inside, it wasnt sitting right with him. The same people he has to go through the struggle with, study, get sprayed, coach and motivate are the same people he had to tell on that could ultimately make them lose thier job. Even though he didn't like the people he knew they had bills and kids. His momma always said never take food out of a childs mouth. the person and thier personality had nothing to do with the mouths they had to feed." Yes sir"" your dismissed." Jackson wasnt with it. He agreed but knew he wasn't reporting nothing. He was leaving that to the real snitch of the class Hewitt. She woulde sell her soul if that meant she would pass the academy. Hewitt: " Hey I heard the good news!" Jackson: " Damn that quick I just came from upstairs, I didn't even tell anyone." Jackson took note. He knew he couldn't trust her shiesty ass. Hewitt: " So I guess we gotta stick together, you know how the class is.""No, they are like that cuz you play dirty. You lead how you want to.""So you sayin your not going to be a team player?"" See. that mess right there, Im gone. I dont have anything to say. See you tomorrow."
It was 5am and Jackson made it to Hamiltons office to report for duty Hewitt was right behind him walking in. Hamilton: "So wahts new anything that shoud be brought to my attention?" Hewitt:" Yes sir, Reeves was on her phone texting during break in the classroom." Now Jackson seen it but he also knew she was texting her grandmother to pick up her kids from daycare. He had already spoken to her. There was no need to report that she was dealing with something important." Hamiltom: "Is this true Jackson?" "Sir I was on my break studying by the lake, I wasn't around to witness."" Son you have to keep your eyes open you can't let things like that slip past you. your both dismissed"
Hewitt: "you know good and well you saw her, I saw you talking to her about it. if you dont start backing me up you gonna have some problems on your hand."Jackson: " look I aint got time for these high school games and if you think you going to mess with my money....just think before you act." Hewitt: " what? you gonna hit me?" "you would want that, how many dudes you done had locked up based on your lies? Girl just go. Im done talking. Make your move is all I will say." Jackson walked away shaking his "dumb trick, cant stand these hoes out here shit! He said under his breath. Jackson caught the bus home. Starting from scratch was hard. It was hard to even sit back and figure out what his dream was or what he really wanted to do in life. He knew this wasn't it, but he had a baby on the way and time wasn't on his side. What he did know was that him and his family that he had built wasn't going to be without. He just wishe he did't have to be top flight to make sure of that. Bills were comin in non stop, Kayla his girl needed, the baby needed, his momma needed. At the age of 27 he had to walk in some big shoes.Jackson: "Baby come through I need yall right now, its just been a long day. They whooped my ass today."" Ok baby let me get dressed and ask my momma for the car, Im comin. You hungry I cooked."" What did you burn up today girl?" " Boy! dont play with me. You know you like my cookin, I made some fried fish, mac n cheese, salad, and cornbread."" Stop talkin like you made that from scratch you know that aint nuttin but Jiffy and Kraft yo momma probably fried the fish." Laughing knowing it got on her nerves, but he loved that he could play with her like that. "yea baby bring me a plate Ima take a shower Im waiting. Is there gas in the car?" " only a half a tank"" Ok, well dont stop I'll go with you when you get here, hurry up." " If you get off the phoneI can speed up the process." kayla smiled while hangin up the phone. She was proud of him. She worked part time at a daycare. It wasn't much but her and Jackson had been saving together for a car. she got cleaned put on his favorite perfume packed his dinner and headed out the door. driving to his house 99jamz was playing cater to you . That song came on time. Even before the pregnancy she always loved doing things for him. She always knew he was under so much stress. Her grandma taught her that a man hears no all day long so its your job as a woman to say yes all night long and anytime he is in your grace. She didn't let him run over her she said a man doesnt need a weak woman but dont wanna fight with you after fighting the world.
Kayla made sure she took care of all his needs. Her being pregnant kind of slowed down the intimacy of things ,but she has her ways around it. grandma also said what you wont do the next one will be more than willing to do so.
She pulled up and Jackson was waiting outside for her. He embraced her and kissed her stomach and helped her inside. Some may say Jackson is a softy but he didn't care. He always seen guys leave their baby mommas hangin, but he thought it was even more attractive and sexy that his woman was carrying his seed and why wouldn't he own a woman that is willing to put her life on the line to carry his child.
They went to the den and kayla started to set up his tray so he could eat she put ESPN and BRAVO. So they could switch channels during commercial breaks and watch hightlights and she could watch Housewive set up she asked him about his day."So tell me what went on today? why are you so stressed more than usual?" " First I had to get up at 4 this morning to make the bus.Once I got there I to go to the field for am drills in the wet grass. The man had us doing crab crawls from one end to the field to the next. No hot water in the showers. Then the had to report to Hamilton and SB was on her job telling on everybody." "SB?" " Yea Stupid Bitch, keep up baby dang." laughing together" Boy stop you know thats wrong. whats her name Hewitt right?" "same thing baby. Im just saying she went out her way I never seen anything like it!' " But bae, maybe she just miserable or other things are going on."" leave it up to you to try and find reasoning, the girl is just plain evil and stupid at the same damn time.Anyway after that we studied and listened to Fleetwood teach Legal 1. you know the guyoff the Clear eye commercial?he sound. We was bored out our mind. I just wanted to come home."" Well Im glad your home, its almost over you have 2 more months to go and its all over bae." jackson held her and gave her one of those juicy kisses and continued eating. " yo momma put her foot in this bae, when you gonna learn how to cook like this?" " You know what J Im so tired of you" laughing and pushing him back into the couch. " Come here I didnt mean it you know I love your cooking girl, come here lay back on me lets watch some TV let me see how my BOY is doing." " its a GIRl" ' whateva I make BOYS and we gonna leave it at that." She smiled " Ok boo if that makes you feel better I'll let you have that one for now though." passionately kissing eachother, bodies started to get warm,grips got tighter and parts got wet.